BORED!!

The view outside my toy room balcony windoor. Pretty good weather today. <3

So friggen bored. T.T

So sick of it.

I'm so bored, I think I'm about to go out of my mind. I don't even usually take luvos, but this is what you get with a bored out of her mind girl with nothing for entertainment but a webcam camera. Haha, I was attempting to go cross-eyed, but then when I took the picture, it didn't look as cross-eyed as I thought it'd be. ><

I really need a haircut. /:

Also, I got another two piercings. And fuck, did they hurt or whaaat! I could practically feel the tears coming out because it just hurt so bad. Rawr. But it's purrrdy, so it's all worth it. (;

Now I have four holes on the right ear, and two on the left. The top piercing still burns like friggen batcrap, but I'll never admit defeat to it! D:<

I couldn't sleep on my right side for a few nights..and I still can't because the top piercing decided it was totally hilarious to start burning in the middle of the night.

Farktaculous.

Sex Driveeeee.

Yesterday's BBQ was a bummer. It wasn't as fun as I'd expected it to be. There wasn't that much food in the first place, so that made me sad. ): Oh, woe. And AHAHAHA, T has very, very bad taste. H is def not a hawtie, and I can't imagine him on a motorcycle at all. We played golf after the "BBQ" and eeps, I ACTUALLY HIT THE BALL!!!! -prances-

When we left at around 4 something, I had to go all the way to the city to meet with my amigos. We watched "Sex Drive" which is an AWESOME movie. It's friggen hilarious, and zomg, if you haven't seen it, then I really recommend it, because it's awesometisimo. 8D

Zomg! I nearly cried with laughter! <3

I'm so screeeewed.

Hokay. Two more days until SC. -dies in shock- How did it creep up so fast? I can't believe it, it's nearly the end of term, and then formal and then zoom, a new year will begin and by this time next year, I'm going to be in year 12. -major electrical shock-
WHERE THE HECK HAS MY LIFE GONE?!?! I really need to start studying more. I tell myself, YES YES, I SHALL STUDY 2 HRS TONIGHT...and then I wander off and go icon shopping. =.=" English, I'm not too worried about, as long as there is a section for creative writing, then I'm fine. If there's heavy poetry components in it, then I'm majorly screwed up the butthole - but I'll worry about that later. I tried doing the trial tests on the internet for the english exam, but they only give me 20 minutes for 20 Q's (meaning they except I spend only 1 min on each) but each Q comes along with two whole chunks of writing for you to read. Yeah, like I totally have that much patience to read the whole thing and worry about the time as well. Naturally, I gave up on that test. -flips hair- I'm so friggen UNawesome. -lame-

Uncle is coming down to Aust today. He should be arriving any minute with his new wife that all his relatives in Aust has YET to see. I wonder what she looks like? I wish I was at the wedding, I've only ever been to one, and that was so long ago. I might even be going out to yum cha soon, but that'll all depend on whether the new wifey has got jetlag or not. Apparently, she comes from some really poor place in China, and has never been on a plane before. I really hope she's nice, and comes baring gifts! Hohoho.

Yeeah. Back to studying I go.

ill bite your head.

I've just completed like..4 trial SC tests on the internet, and so far, I feel really sad. ZOMG, I'm going emo. I haven't blogged on this for ages, because I just haven't been bothered, but now I feel like ranting about nothing and everything. Yeeeah, brace with me, and enter the fortitute of my empty mind. Have fun looking for a way out, because exits haven't been installed yet - yep, even my mind is lazy.

WELL, like I was saying before I trailed off onto another dimension, I just finished four trial tests. It's so sad to know that my best subject is the computer. That tells you how much friggen time I spend on this baby - and wow...it pays off? But does it even matter that much? I've always known that I'm completely shit in the subject of science - but visual/written confirmation always puts me down. I didn't ask for my brain, I was born with it (either that or I had a transplant) and it saddens me to realise that I'm really stupid. -la sigh- Why am I putting myself down, you ask? Or I guess you're thinking about it anyways - but I can't help it, you know. How can you not feel emo when you get so friggen low for an important subject like science? I'm just glad that by the end of thursday, that would be the last EVER lesson I would have with that torturess subject. Major prancing around the classroom for me on that day, definitely.


I still haven't found myself a formal dress. I'm beginning to panic because the day is getting closer by the minute - and everyone is beginning to start thinking about their accessories, whilst I'm still stuck on the dress. Maybe I'm too picky, but I tend to be that way. As a Leo, I have astrological confirmation that I can be a perfectionist, and will not be satisfied until I have everything done up to my expectations. So yes, I guess I have a good reason for being the way I am? Trust me, I don't believe in all those astrological mumbo jumbo, but some of the stuff can be pretty spot on (but the majority are still very LOL-SHOOT-ME-NOW kinda haha). SC is in less than a week, but after that, I'll be rushing off to the city with my amigos to catch up on our lives and they promised to help me find a formal dress. So excitimo for that. I miss my amigos. They are wonderful girlies who do not change, unlike some people. I'm getting annoyed everytime someone asks, "Am I fat in this dress?" Um, hello? What do you want me to say to you? "Yes, you are fat!" Like come on, I might PMS sometimes, but I'll NEVER, EVER say something like that to you, and you know that. Once is fine, twice is okay, but repeatedly, it gets on my nerves. Why do you need the reassurance of a fact which you yourself already know the answer to? Do you take pleasure in being told you're wonderfully skinny? There's a word in the dictionary called modest - why do you think it exists? No, it's not there to take up space.


There's approx. one more month till I'm out of Aust. I can't wait. I'm so sick of this place, and I just need a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong arse holiday to relax and restart my whole self. China + Japan is waiting for me to hit them full throttle, and I can't wait. Eep. I hear that the warehouses in China are having massive sales since they're shutting down. Most of the stock are the stuff they ship overseas, but since the ecnomoy is in such disarray right now, the businesses are closing down and the warehouses are selling everything for $1-$9. I told dad to get me some stuff, which will be coming down to Aust with my uncle on Friday, so I'll get them soon. I'm excited for cheap clothes, and definitely can't wait to go back to shop like mad. I can't think of anything else to talk about now, so yeah. Peaaaace noobs.

/Rant.

twilight hype.

Yeah, the official trailer is FINALLY out. (: Thanks to Vee for txting me and telling me about it. It's also in HD, so even better. To be honest, I hated the idea of making a film out of twilight. I hated it when everyone started reading the series because of the media hype...pooft, I read it two years before, when it had just come out, and people saw me as a rtard for reading books. >_>

Also, I just want to say that Smeyer truly failed with Breaking Dawn. It was definitely epic failure in more ways than one, and I just don't get the stupid point of it. Twilight should have just remained as a standalone, and everything would have just been so much better. Edward wouldn't have turned into a whiney poop, and Bella could have saved herself some face. But meeh. Watch the trailer..its good. (:

i find it weird.

I find it so weird that on a writing site like Fiction Press, they would take on weird arse ads such as the one above. Okay, I admit I cracked up laughing after seeing it on my profile page, but it just got eerily weird after seeing different versions of the same ad everywhere on the site, especially the homepage. Hmm..seriously, I don't need to know about penis enlarging pills, thank you very much.

I've been meaning to blog for awhile now, but I've been lazy and haven't really been bothered. Angie dragged me out of the house yesterday (THANK GAWD) and we went to the city. I bought another three books, and that satisfied me heaps. I wanted a new pair of skinny jeans though, but we didn't have enough time to go to Jay Jays. ):

We ate at some weird dumpling place which looked SO GOOD from the outside. Then you walk in, and you get really disappointed when they put you on a table near the rubbish bins. And the food...hmm..I'm just glad I didn't rush to the toilet afterwards..it was so bad. What a waste of money. If anyone passes a dumpling place in China town, Sydney, and thinks, 'hmm, looks good'..DON'T GO IN! Save your money for something that actually TASTES good. Bleeh. Waste of money.

Angie and I both went to work afterwards, and ANDREW THE HOTTIE CAME IN!! -la swoon- He smiled and my heart did backflips, and probably stacked it halfway, but w/evs. He is so good looking, and gaaah. I noticed he has braces...which made him look even MORE adorable when he smiled. T__T Damnit, I want his number already, but it's a tad weird with his mum right there. But they're nice people, she always tips. 8D

Yep, and that's another episode of my sad, sad life. I wish I can fly. -sigh-

heat stroke alert!

I think I'm about to go insane from this heat. It's 35 degrees and it's so damn hot!!!
Still, I went to the gym with Yue today, since I've already pushed it back from Wednesday, and I didn't want to push it back once more. It gym is actually quite fun, but heaps tiring. I think I worked my muscles to it's limit - hope I don't get too sore tomorrow since I've got work again.


I haven't seen a lot of people these September holidays. -unhappy frown- Mum's been making me stay at home to "study" and I've been working practically every day. Yeah, sure, the money is great for someone my age, but I NEED A LIFE TOO! [/rant]


Hmm, yeah. That's about all I need to talk to myself about today.


P.S: IT'S SO DAMN HOT! D8

growls.

If possible, I would like to murder my ortho. Am I being drastic? Maybe. But it's been how fucking long since I'm meant to be getting my braces off?

5 Reasons Why My Ortho is Rtarded:
1. He puts on my top braces on my first ever appointment with him (the appointment when he's meant to be making a mold or your teeth) - and leaves the bottom off because he doesn't have enough TIME.
2. He goes on ten million holidays a year and misses just as many appointments.
3. He overlaps the ONLY TOOTH I needed fixing and didn't even realise it until I tell him.
4. He's away on yet another holiday during the month he says "You can get your braces off next month".
5. His ringtone is The Veronicas.

Personally, my thoughts don't usually stray towards violence, but with mum yelling at me over this whole ortho thing, and with my brain wondering: Why is it always me? I can't help but think bazooka pointing at his office drastic.

Maybe I woke up on the wrong side of bed today....

..nah.

movie + book day

I watched Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging today! Eeeps. Oh, Aaron Johnson, how you make me squeeeeal. Michelle and I cracked ourselves up. The movie met my expectations and MORE! I needed a cute flick to keep me happy, and it did that plus make me hyperventilate every time Aaron came on.

"I wrote a song for you."

"Really?"

"Yeah. It's called 'Bitch in Uniform'."

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Someone shoot me! Oh, Aaron. -la swoon-

I also got a new book today, because I really want to start that book collection for my book shelf. That will also make me give it a thorough clean as well, since it's looking a bit packed right now. The book's called:

I'd tell you
I love you,
but then
I'd have to kill you.

Mhmm, the book is great so far. It's about SPIES! Dom dom dom!

AHAHAHA. CRACK UP.

You know she's trying her best when her face is so full of concentration.

What a classic. Now we know what some people do in their free time.

OH, SHOOT ME NOW, FOR I HAVE LAUGHED.

ROFLTASTICAL.

ROFL ROFL ROFL. Aahahaha, can I eat it?

I will officially self-destruct in..
1 second.

Good bye world.

p.s. not really. you can't get rid of me this easily, no matter how hard you try. (:
kthnxbye.

electric blue toenails.

- - - jay elle. (um) ; 15 > days. a.mckee, why must you be gaaay?! says:
i have electric blue toenails now
- - - jay elle. (um) ; 15 > days. a.mckee, why must you be gaaay?! says:
: D
i give Mario Life ,, ;] says:
who the smell sees toenails?!
- - - jay elle. (um) ; 15 > days. a.mckee, why must you be gaaay?! says:
me
- - - jay elle. (um) ; 15 > days. a.mckee, why must you be gaaay?! says:
: D
- - - jay elle. (um) ; 15 > days. a.mckee, why must you be gaaay?! says:
i have toenail fetish
- - - jay elle. (um) ; 15 > days. a.mckee, why must you be gaaay?! says:
winky"
i give Mario Life ,, ;] says:
(''''')
- - - jay elle. (um) ; 15 > days. a.mckee, why must you be gaaay?! says:
let me eat your toenails margaret
- - - jay elle. (um) ; 15 > days. a.mckee, why must you be gaaay?! says:
8D
i give Mario Life ,, ;] says:
err..sure thing. you can have the dirt under it too
- - - jay elle. (um) ; 15 > days. a.mckee, why must you be gaaay?! says:
mm..yum
- - - jay elle. (um) ; 15 > days. a.mckee, why must you be gaaay?! says:
i like the burnt ones best
i give Mario Life ,, ;] says:
burnt toenails? (-_-)
- - - jay elle. (um) ; 15 > days. a.mckee, why must you be gaaay?! says:
the black ones 8D

nerdtastical.

Two days left of freedom before a week of "OHMYGAWD, SUICIDE!"

Thursday is mufti. Villains and Superheros. : D Excitimo. I've been debating with myself, whether I should go as Madam Underpants or not. It's gonna be heaps embarassing, but it'll be unique and heaps fun. What under pants though? I don't wanna stretch my granny ones. Haha, they're too awesome. 8D Bridget Jones style (x -flips hair- I want a cape..or wanted one until someone else said they wanted it. I don't get her sometimes. Is it too much to ask for to not like everything I like sometimes? Now I'm thinking of being a villain instead. I bet everyone is going to go as a superhero, so I want to go as Darth Vader. How awesome would that be? I can wack people with my light saberrrr. Awesometisimo.

"Luke (Fifield xD), I am your mother."

Haaaa...sigh. It was so cold today. Then it suddenly got all hot in the afternoon. We were sitting near the amphitheater when all the guys started coming over and sitting with us. Jaffers decided to put an arm around my waist, and then all of a sudden, touched my stomach. I told him something, and then it ended up as me being pregnant. o.O" Now Kye Reid thinks I'm pregnant. Hahahaha...NO. Jaffer's is too damn touchy. I'm so glad I headbutted into his nose yesterday when he tried to electroshock me. Ha, karma is fuuuun. Only on others though.

I need to remember to buy MagTURDstic's cactus tomorrow. I wonder where you get cactus's...

oh my luck!

For some reason, I've been feeling quite lucky the past few days. I got 15$ in tips on Sunday during work, and today, my Jap test has once again been postponed till thursday. Ahh, the wonders of Life. (: Aunt Frances also come back from China, after Uncle Jason's wedding. -la sob- It's so sad I couldn't go, I've only ever been to one wedding, and that was ages ago. Anyways, Aunt F came back with 9 tubes of gum (ahh, heaven) and my gum has finally been replenished. Dad called yesterday night to wish me a good moon cake festival day and told me he brought me more gum. : D Then I remembered Jackie saying something about her Aunt's jaw dislocating because she chewed gum too much. A bit scary, but not scary enough to faze a gum addict.

Today's brainstorm production is a lifesaver! Mmm, yum. Haven't had one of those lollies in ages. The guy was funny, and I like funny people. (: They amuse me and make life fun. He was going on about this mouse being lost in his room, and for some reason, that joke made my day. Haha, mouse. |:

The weekends seemed to be everyone's haircut day. Cripples, Oliver, Fub and I all got a haircut. I think Fub did anyways..it looks flatter than usual. I don't know why everyone was bagging out Cripple's haircut, I think it looks better on him, makes him look younger (because everyone knows how old he is) and more awake. His old haircut just made him look like a crazy wannabe Jrock star. Elycia, Jaffers and I were walking up the walkway to third period, and we were talking about haircuts. I still don't get why Oliver has white hair so early on in life. I wonder if it's a dominant or recessive gene? 8D Nerdtastic. Then somehow, Jaffer's ended up talking about how he needed a haircut, and how he had split ends and I continued walking with a wtmuffin look on my face. He truly does have pubic hair..it's so...dead and weird looking.

Exams in 4 days and counting. Life sucks. I have to write the damn script for english tomorrow, because no one else can be bothered. Why was Emerald City ever written!? David Williamson must love torturing school kids with his lame arse scripts.

The End.

aaron johnson is a god!

I'm ashamed of my wandering eyes! I would smack it, but how would I get to perv on cute guys then? I've been checking out the movie Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging because it caught my eye. It's a film adaptation of the book by (I have no idea, so insert your own imaginative name here) and although I've read like, one book in the serious, the movie seemed more fun to me than reading it. There was a few previews of the movie on tv, and when I saw Aaron Johnson (ohmygawd -drools-) I knew I needed to search up his name and find pictureeeees. Yes, I admit I'm a stalker, but who can say no to a cute English boy?

I was looking through this page of his past performances, and found this english program named Nearly Famous. It's stopped production now, but it seemed pretty interesting, and Aaron's in it and his style is pretty hawt. I want to watch it..but how?



Well, Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging (ha, how cute is the name? Makes me kind of think about cupcakes and lollies, but I don't know why seeing as Angus is really a cat, thongs relates to shoes..I hope..and snogging is the english way to say we just played tongue hockey) should be coming out in Australia soon. Once the holidays arrive, I'm so going to go and watch it. Eep. There's so many things I want to watch right now, but this is definitely on my top 5 list. English RomCom's make me smile, because they make me believe I really am just a kid and it sucks to grow up. (:
＾How lucky is the girl?! She's the lead in the film.

Another movie I really, really, REALLY, wanted to watch was Nick and Noah's Infinite Playlist. Argh, I hate living in Australia sometimes, everything is crap compared to the other countries. Movies come out half a year earlier in America, and even China gets ahold of them before Australia does. How much does that suck stick? Nick is played by Michael Cera (hahaha, I love you) which makes it all the much better. I love Michael's quirkiness, because that just makes the film all the much funnier. BUT, because Australia sucks a camel's behind, I haven't even heard any mentions of it begin released here yet. The film clip was so good, and I could possibly have been drooling whilst watching it. Who knows..my body works in rtarded ways.

With most of the school at Canter (oh, the horridness of last year), I decided to stay home (as did most of the senior grades) to study for my Jap exam. Um...progressing..really slowly. Or let's just say I've been meaning to touch it, but forgot. Heh. (Valid excuse: I've been too busy googling Aaron Johnson. Fun in life = happy Joy.) I wonder what everyone is doing. I have a feeling for a fact that Magturdstic is still sleeping.

I feel like some migoreng..yumtastic.

P.S. Ahaha..the mentioning of Canter brings back memories of William C. losing his shoe. Ahh, poor thing. It's probably at the bottom of the ocean somewhere..Hawaii if his lucky.

your time is up.

Commerce assignment, ha! You stay up till two in the morning to finish off HER part, and she still believes she did most of it. Um, like..yeah. Okay. Can I hit you now?

There are many different ways Australian citizens do to change the law towards euthanasia, these include both legal and non legal activities. Legal activities done consists of sending requests or letters to government officials to comment on what they feel towards euthanasia and what should be changed to make it fairer, these requests and letter usually involves petition of some sort. Programs are set up to help more people to be aware of euthanasia such as general polls that could conduct the view of government views euthanasia,, usually these polls are placed in hospitals or community areas to warn the public how serious has become in our society.

Ill-legal activities include protests towards euthanasia in public, holding signs, handing out pamphlets and shouting in disbelief because people aren't allowed to die the way they want and/or when they want.

These Australian actions can result in positive effects for people who are in horrible depression and those who do not want to continue with life due to a life threatening disease. The allowance of euthanasia to be legal allows the patient's relatives to assist their loved one in euthanasia even if the patient can't themselves.

Although there are positive sides to have euthanasia being legal there are still some negative impacts towards the society.
The government may still keep euthanasia as illegal because assistance in killing someone is still considered as murder or manslaughter and arguments may be held in court rooms when in a case of murder. Also the fact that euthanasia can be legal, it will raise people's awareness and can cause death of many people who do not have needed to die if euthanasia was illegal.

Arguments are still on today whether to allow euthanasia to be legal or not around the world or just individual countries, problems occur if euthanasia is only allowed in some countries include people around the world who want assistance in death to travel to the country and die there, debates are occurring in a tight argument to whether it should be made legal and people are allowed to die peacefully with their own right to choose when or to let it stay legal and protect many families who can suffer from family rights to will and depression after the assist in euthanasia occurs.

I really pissed myself silly yesterday night. The above is an exact version of what she wrote. I get that she has family problems, and yes, I feel bad for her, but come on, you think my family is all about sing-alongs and hand holding? We tell you to do it over the weekends, and you give us this, because you prefer getting drunk over anything else. I mean it honestly when I told her I'm sorry about her family, but no one expected her work to be like this.

Everyone in class did their presentation today..except for us. Life is fab alright. I was brain dead all morning, but V is a great energizer. There's a Jap test on thursday, and I'm thinking of jigging because I just don't have enough time to study for it. I'm still swimming in a lake of commerce, and it's eating me from the inside out.

Life sucks, I would love to be ice-cream anyday. You're alive until someone eats you or you begin to get mouldy. You won't have to do anything besides sit in a tub. How grande would that be?

maybe it's time you tried.

Okay, so because you won't want to be a bitch, you will let your underworking friend into your group for your commerce assignment. It's a four man team (or woman) and that "friend" is a slacker, but it's just a taaaad bit mean if you outright reject her, right? Now, I'm not that fussy about much, but school is important, no matter what anyone says. Slacker of a friend believes everything is a joke since connections is all that matters in the world. Oh, and nice hair. Can you blame anyone if we're all just sick of her laziness and her tendency to be a bitch at the worse of times? Commerce is important. I like commerce, thank you very much. Eight tonight is the cutoff line. I don't care if she's still drunk from Saturday night, it's her own fault for drinking underage in the first place. You had the whole of Sunday, but you still went out instead of pretending to "try". Yeah, you'll get kicked out of the house? When? Get over yourself. We're sick of it. Noo, I'm sick of it. Your time's up, babe. The gun's pointing towards you and the saftey lock's off.

just you wait.

This layout is a poop. What the heck, who needs friggen PADDING anyways? What is this, a fudging bra shop?! Just wait till I figure it out, I'm so going to eat up the crappy layout. Hmph, it should be afraid, so very, very afraid. La growls.